Ang Hiling 1.2

As you might have noticed, the inspirations for my lay-outs were my Last Song Syndromes. This one began when one of the bands I screened for a certain major concert in school performed this piece during the auditions. It began with an acapella from the lead, wherein she sang the line: Nanlalamig na ba'ng pag-ibig mo... oh woah.... Her voice wasn't that great but something tells me it was very much heartfelt, and that every note she sang from that line comes with overflowing emotions. In short, I was carried away when she sang that line, and she had to repeat it four times, so imagine how intense the feeling gets as every word goes by. Best viewed in 1024x768 resolution

Gaano kasakit?

Nahihirapan na ang aking isip. Nauubusan na ng sasabihin sa iyo. Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo sa 'kin, giliw. Nalilito ako, nais kong sagipin ang ating nalulunod na pag-ibig, ngunit handa akong palayain ka. Kung ito ang iyong hiling, gaano man kasakit sa akin, ibibigay sa 'yo. Ang tanging pakiusap lang, 'wag mo akong kalimutan. Kay rami na'ng nagdaan na pagsubok sa ating pag-ibig. Kakayanin pa, kaya babawi na ang mga nasabi na masasakit na salita.

Kung ito ang iyong hiling, gaano man kasakit sa akin, ibibigay sa 'yo. Nanlalamig na ba'ng pag-ibig mo? -Hiling, Paramita.

I guess that will give you at least a hint what happened to me. ='(

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Today, I just got my schedule for the coming weeks. *drum roll*

It would be: monday to friday, 2PM-10PM. Sheez! I thought I'd be going graveyard. Sayang ang night differential, pero 'tis okay, at least I'm given enough time to adjust. Ambait talaga ni Lord. I bet He knows how hard it is for me adjust even to the slightest change I have to experience.

me? definitely homesick. i always bring jennifer when I go to makati from cavite, and when I return to cavite on weekends. Jennifer accompanies me every time I migrate. matindi ako mahomesick. ganun talaga eh. Plus the fact that "comfort" eh wala sa vocabulary ng tinitirhan ko sa manila. walang cable tv, walang matinong radyo, at walang matinong pagkain.

Note: kundi mo kilala si jennifer eh HINDI KA NAGING BATA.

anyways, eto. on weekdays, im busy with my training. I'm loving every day of it. Syempre, may tropa na ako, ang team U.T.I. at team Chicken Balls. Why U.T.I.? and team u.t.i. ay binubuo ng mga class b na halimaw na recommended na uminom ng balde-baldeng tubig sa araw araw. ^^ Ang chicken balls naman ay lupon ng mga kababaihang naadik sa chicken balls na tinitinda sa baba ng executive bldg, kung nasaan ang CCLI: teh best training center evah.

On weekends, busy naman ako sa church OF gOD - cavite, of course. At ehem! In less than 2 months, i was already assigned to be the emcee/host for last Saturday's fellowship. ^^ tapos nung sunday naman inapproach ako ni pastor, and asked me if i wanted to be involved. Oh yesh, I definitely wanted to be involved.. sa music ministry. Hindi biro ang ministry sa church of God. kaya hindi rin biro ang screening at process bago mo ma-achieve yung goal mo regarding a certain ministry. Salamat nga pala dk sa mga mp3 files, lalo na yung i could sing. eto kapiprint ko lang ng lyrics, hehe, naghahanap na ako ng audition piece para sa music ministry. Blessing ka talaga.

o sya, next time na lang. Sinong pupunta ng TOYCON? I am!

Nalilito ako 29/05/07 11:38 AM
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Why James?

Why James at anong kinalaman nya sa job interview ko today? We're not talking about James Aquino here, but definitely, we're speaking of another cheater coincidentally named James. Oo as in yung James Yap ni Kris Aquino XD.

So simulan natin by calling it Amazing Race: Makati Edition. Actually, mahina ako pagdating sa Makati and Ortigas Area. Mainet. Trapik at walkathon, though hindi hassle tong latter sa kin, dahil trademark na ng taga DLSU-D ang mga ganitong walkathon. Umalis ako ng bahay ng walang ka-ide-idea kung makakarating ba ako sa pupuntahan ko or kung saan nga ba ako pupunta. All I have are instructions, and clues (landmarks) and the rest is up to me.

First stop: Salitran. Seriously, once in a blue moon lang ako makakita ng bus na derecho ayala. What did I do? start na ng exhibit of PR skills. tanong sa police enforcer, ended up being "BOSO-ed" by the barker. Salamat sa kanya may van, at kumportable ang upo. Eto. Sa van. Nakakatakot man magmukhang tanga pero mas nakakatakot maligaw sa Makati. So tinanong ko si mamang driver. HIndi ko alam kung anong meron at napakabait ng tao sa kin after nila makita ang cleavage ko. -_- alam ni mamang driver yung mismong destination ko. I got there safe.

2nd stop. Underpass. Malamang di ko agad nakita kasi nga naman UNDER. another manifestation ng PR skills: nakipagchikahan sa babaeng mukhang empleyado sa lugar na yon. LUckily, same tower ang pupuntahan namin. Sa sobrang aga ko (10 AM and interview pero 7am andon na ako) kinapalan ko n a mukha ko at tinanong sya kung may malapit bang Mcdo. waw. di lang mcdo tinuro, pati jobee. Salamat Ate ^^

3rd stop. Initial interview. Woah bigatin ang HR sa JOhn Clements. mango dun ka magapply! HR lang yun ah. to make the story short, yung naginterview sa kin eh mukhang chinese pero may semi-british accent. I was very intimidated the whole interview until she threw me this question/situation:

HR: Give a name of a prominent person, then give 2 questions that you would ask this person.
ME: Kris Aquino.
HR: *puzzled look -akala siguro si Pichay and sasabihin ko or some sick politician or philosopher* Is Kris Aquino prominent?
ME: of course, she's a celebrity.
HR: *starts to smile -FINALLY- * okay, then WHAT would you ask kris aquino?
ME: *thanks to my face that is enough to say what's on my mind* WHY JAMES?

HR: *realized that we're on the same wavelength wherein women hate cheaters like James* Yeah, why James! *and then insert some "GIRL TALK"; she says Kris is an airhead, i say it's not Kris who's the airhead, it's the MEN in her life."

*and then HR says stuff about older women not needing men anymore but she doesn't think I would understand her point, i was like: I think Kris, at a certain age will realize that men are just sources of headache, for her age, she has "needs" blahblahblah".

*and then insert some showbiz updates about KRis and her baby and her status with James*

haha. Salamat kay Kris Aquino, botong boto sa kin tong HR na ito, at cinoach pa ako pano sasagot sa pinakafinal interview. Eto naman excerpt sa semi-final interview:
HR2 (ibang HR na to, si MS. Joy): *insert one year contract with the company talk here* would there be any reason for you not to finish or comply with this one year bond with the company, or hindrances perhaps?
ME: HMM. Like migrating?
HR2: yeah, are you planning to?
ME: no, not really. I believe I'm fine with the one year bond, unless I BECOME A CELEBRITY.

HR2: *smiles and laughs* are you planning to be a celebrity?
ME: maybe. hopefully. *nagtawanan kami*
HR2: *tamang orientation ng job stuff, which made me feel na tanggap na ako, at again, cinoach nya ako for the final interview tomorrow*
WOooh! I love the HRs from JOhn Clements ^^

Nalilito ako 24/04/07 9:55 AM
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Panawagan sa friendships <3

kuya pat, susi T__________________T alam ko malabong magkatext tayo dahil nasa ibang bansa kayo pero magYM po kayo ha. inadd ko na kayo, ako yung flying_butete

kuya pat, see you in 6 months. at kung nahihirapan ka jan, always remember: WHAT CAN BE-bitiw bigla.. WHAT CAN BE-bitiw bigla-ha-haaaa...

susi.. see you in 5 years T___________T kaytagaaaal.

yun lang.

*sobs*

alain, bihira ako mag-online, kita mong unemployed pa eh. yari ka sa kin pag nagonline ako on a regular basis, malanobela ang blog ko, tatatadtarin kita sa YM at sa friendster. haha. saka ko na ikukwento yung tungkol sa boylet ko when we meet, but for the meantime, please don't ask stuff about him. magkkwento naman ako eh. pero kung gusto mo sya kilalanin, i'll ask him if i can give you his number. kayo mag-usap.

at kung nababasa mo man ito chris: may bf na ako. i think that's enough. wag ka mag-emo. i have reasons why. sabi ko man sa yo bata pa ako at hindi ako nagmamadali pero, may dahilan din ako bakit sya ang pinili ko. sabi ko naman sa yo, wag ka nang maghintay.

Nalilito ako 23/04/07 9:14 AM
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Confessions of a semi-heavy drinker *lol

First up. I just found out who james' gurlaloo was. see. i knew it. i knew all along that she would be that gurl.

tsk tsk. what's odd is that james is reacting exactly the way any normal cheater na bistado na would do.

well, proceed with the blog entry. Semi-heavy drinker. let's define muna HEAVY DRINKER.

one: madalas uminom
two: madami uminom.
three: as in uminom ng alak, at hindi lang kung anong liquid like urine ha. O.o
four: walang inuurungang inumin!

so bakit ako semi? eh once a week lang ako uminom, pero lately, mga 2 weeks nang wala. so im on hiatus! haha.

my first drink was gine pomelo. honestly ayoko ng pomelo. naganap to sa dorm ng co-cheerleaders ko. eh kasi may 4 hours akong vacant bago magphysics class, i decided na dito tumambay. so nagiinuman kami. at pumasok ako ng nakainom sa physics class. oddly, 90% ng kaklase ko nakainom din. haha eh buti na lang sa group namin, may isang matino. may binabalance kaming stuff, di kami mag-arrive sa isang tamang sagot. yung matino lang nakasalba sa group namin. haha. status ko with gin pomelo: slightly allergic, slightly masarap. tolerable naman.

nakainom na rin ako ng fundador at emperador. sa isang late night up to madaling araw na eb with some people I BARELY KNEW. the thing with me is that hindi ako naatras sa kahit anong inuman. kahit wala akong idea kung gugulong ako pauwi or what. masakit sa chan tong 2 drinks na namention ko. juice nga ata chaser ko dito eh. nung bandang 3 am, nakaramdam na ako ng pagsusuka. pero i didn't vomit. nafeel ko lang.

here's a tip: TUBIG ang the best chaser. much as i'd like to explain to you scientifically eh keber nyo naman di ba. basta tubig. absolutely NO HANGOVER. but of course, after a good night out with drinks, WHO WANTS A FREAKING HANG OVER THE MORNING AFTER DI BA? pano kung 3 nights na inuman yon?

lambanog, tried it. masarap, boring. haha. same with vodka. yung ininom namin sa swimming, yung mix ni yang, vodka, with sprite at red bull (wtf!) malamang, walang tinamaan pero may namula, may nahyper, at may hindi nakatulog kahit pagod sa swimming, at kadadaldal. (ehem!)

beer. red horse. eto ang tinatawag kong "pang-elementary". dahil kahit isang case, hindi ako tatamaan dito. OFFICIAL DRINK NG POPOY'S at ng Loko Po Society.

brandy. generoso. eto ha, this drink is safe, WAG LANG COKE ANG CHASER. tinamaan na ako nung ginawa kong chaser ang coke dahil walang juice nor tubig.

may naka-try na ba ng gin-milo? sabi nila masarap, parasng bailey's. haha. tried red wine too. A-Y-O-K-O. siguro yung drink that i didn't dare to give another shot was yung sake na binili ni bitoy. andon ako sa kanila non, doing our thesis. tapos inintroduce nya sake. i drank. crap. unang shot pa lang, haha, napaupo ako dahil parang nahilo ako bigla. sabi nya mahina lang daw yun pero hehe, one shot is enough.

eto naman ang drink na totally nakapagpabagsak sa kin. GIN PINEAPPLE. eto pa masaklap, sa bahay namin ginanap ang inumang ito. at nakauniform pa ako. haha. kasi mga naka 5-7 shots pa ata ako. tapos nabadtrip ako dahil ambagal ng tanggero. i took a shot ng purong gin. what happened next, hindi ko na alam. basta alam ko pinaliguan na ako ng nanay kong galit na galit, at hrmmm... basta yun. haha. masarap sana ang gin pineapple. kaso matindi ang allergy ko dito. rashes galore. sa arms, sa butt, sa waist, sa thighs. sabi nila halos isuka ko daw kaluluwa ko dito.

sa buhay ko, may isang gin pineapple. Si james aquino aka sniperangel-islash-cheater-liar yon. masarap ang timpla, but caused me allergies, at isinuka ko na malamang.

hindi ko nga alam kung anong problema non at he's reading my blog, or probably isa sa mga kapwa nya manloloko did. sabagay. birds of the same feather, are the same birds. manloloko kayong lahat. kasama ka doon, paul. i kept asking you non kung may iba ba, or may kaclose sya, you kept saying wala, pati si james deny galore., pero all this time, meron. for the longest time, meron. you know what's odd? hah. napakaproud pa nya na sabihin na i can call him cheater for all he care and still alam daw nya sa sarili nya na di nya ginawa yon.

well guess what. YOU ARE A CHEATER, AND A LIAR. and that liar part goes to the rest of your RO pals, na walang pakialam kung may masasagasaang iba, maging masaya lang kayo. na porke hindi RO player, discriminated ever na.

bakit mo pa binabasa blog ko? i told you. stay in midgard and keep in mind that hindi ako nagexist sa buhay mo. para hindi ko rin maisip na niloko mo ako. actually, i knew na niloloko mo na ako, i just happened to believe every crap of assurance you told me noon. para walang away, at walang satsat. still, you did.

don't dare mess with me. i'm a better liar than you guys are. kaya wag ka na ring magpakabanal jan and mention God. sabi mo kahit di kita mapatawad okay lang dahil si God mapapatawad ka. bakit? si God ba ang niloko mo? si God ba ang niloko mo for the longest time? Si God ba nahirapan sa pinaggagawa mo? Si God ba ang girlfriend mo?

I stopped reading yer blog when I opened my eyes after drugging myself to death. Maybe you should too. Sabagay. ang almost three years nating pagsasama eh binalewala mo lang naman, para sa isang RO player. Go ahead and mock about how you hated me because of my attitude, pero here's the thing. my attitude towards you is just a reflection of how you were treating me as a girlfriend.

So there.

BTW: andaming twist ng survivor fiji!!! nakakaloka na ang 2 immunity idol, ang so-called merge, at instant tribal council. >.<

until next time i go online i guess.

haha. nakakatawa talaga yung baklitang yon. bistado talaga, at proven guilty. and the only thing he can do is to evade.

o pano ba yan. WALA KA PALA EH. MANLOLOKO KA PA LANG HINDI MO PA GINALINGAN?

Nalilito ako 13/04/07 8:06 AM
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Dilemmas of an Unemployed Sleepless Couch Patatas

i was freaking upset (hehe nagi i didn't mean to sound it this way) when nagi told me that the position Site Admin Officer sa information gateway. TAENAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA if thee isone job description that i would love, yun yun eh. ampness. plus the fact na IF EVER, magkasama kami ni bhoidy sa iisang company.. AGAIN! haha. naalala ko yung abs-cbn days namin. talk about coincidence and destiny. i'm just shocked to see him there, ojt rin. at ang minsang pagkikita ay nasundan pa.. HANGGANG SA SAKAYAN NG CROW BUS PA-DASMA! woooh. =3

btw, alain, DON'T DARE TO BLACKMAIL ME using the fact that like ko si kuya randy nyo. hehe. matagal nang issue yan, kami ang the best CSO loveteam ever (haha, sorry cielo at arnel, mas marami kaming fans), and yun nga. <3

hrm so where were we *looks at the title* actually, i haven't applied yet. but my mom's loverboy sent my resume to the following: ch2, ch7, ch9 at tape poductions. >.< asan ang psy major don? WALA. pero M-I-K-K-I is everywhere. haha.

i went online to email something to a certain job application, yung binugaw ni jappy sa kin. hrrm... tapos nagedit uli ng friendster kung saan NAGPM SA KIN SI CHICOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. talk about obsession, ne?

so yun. pero balak ko nga i-try yung sa dlsud. napakabasic na job at obviously, minimum wage. pero pabor nga yun sa kin dahil makakaipon ako at sobrang lapit sa min ng aking alma mater. oh well. haha eto masaklap. ang open eh either library staff at office clerk. Dk is applying for library staff. balak ko rin, kaso kalaban ko eh successor ko? haha, eh ONE vacancy lang. office clerk talaga target ko, at im not after the position, im after the work ambiance. sabi ng nanay ko, as much as possible i need something to keep myself busy para di ko masyadong isipin yung MANLOLOKO KONG EXBOYFRIEND NA SI JAMES AQUINO. so ang ending. sa form namin ni DK:

Michelle Angela Chung:
1st choice: office clerk; 2nd choice: Library assistant
Dk: library assistant, office clerk.

at eto pa. HINDI PA AKO MATAPOS SA CLEARANCE dahil sa lintek na thesis. you know what's odd. kung kelan tapos na kami sa thesis writing saka ko naeexperience kay toybits yung "holding hands while typing", hindi po ito literal pero eto po ay termino para sa mga thesismate or people na kelangan magkasama lagi para lang maaccomplish ang simpleng bagay. >.< argh.

so what have i been watching lately:

american idol -tanggalin na si sanjaya PLEASE!
survivor fiji - this show still rocks kahit 3x ko ng namiss yung show.
the search for the next doll -oooh sexy at "deadly" first episode (talagang deadly dahil sa virus/food poisoning)
phils next top model - BAMBI WILL WIN THIS ONE, wag na tayo maglokohan, staff ng rpn 9.
america's next top model - JADE RULES.. haha.
project runway season 3.. lufet kaso natanggal yung isang bet ko. can't wait for the next theme.

ano pa ba.. AT MAGING SNO KA MAN! WALA lang. try watching it. hindi sya heavy drama, pero lupit ng scriptwriter. and i dunno why, pero simula nung namatayan si anne curtis ng asawa, feeling ko iisang kaluluwa na lang kami nung role nya. im feeling every pain she's going through, even the dilemma of being with JB, and the hatred nung kamamatay lang ng asawa nya, na tila gusto nyang sisihin si bea dahil dun. ah basta. mahirap ikwento, KASI NASA DIARY KO YUNG STUFF NA to. hehe.

anyway, someone sa mga kapwa manlolokong friends ni james nagemail sa kin. yeah right.

o eto. alam kong nagbabasa ka. just so you know, i stopped reading james blog the day i drugged myself to death. MASAYA NA BA KAYO? HA? sabihin nyo keh james, patay na ako at wala syang nakilalang tulad ko. you don't know me that much para i-email mo ako just like that and say not so nice stuff to me.

but you know, thanks for the email, BECAUSE YOU SAID SOMETHING THAT TRULY PROVED THAT JAMES HAS BEEN CHEATING ON ME FOR THE LONGEST TIME, AND THAT OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS JUST A JOKE TO HIM.

thankies.

anyway, eto nangyari kahapon:nagkaron ng spontaneous trip kaming mga Loko Po members after ng "mnor activity" namin. kumain kami sa mushroom burger sa tagaytay: AND THIS IS THE BEST PLACE ON EARTH, at dumerecho kina jerry. nanood ng local telecast ng american idol. pagbalik namin sa silang, aiun, WALA KAMING NASAKYAN. so nakitulog kami kina randy, at hindi ako nakatulog dahil sa kapeng barako at hyper pa rin ako.

haha kaloka. swear, sa unang sweldo, etong mga Loko Po peeps ang hindi ko makakalimutan.

sponsor ko na 11-15, after ng 1-10 ni kuya pat from singapore! haha. kelangan this time gumulong na tayo pauwi ha. PROMISE YAN.

Nalilito ako 12/04/07 7:57 AM
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Uploading the Pics

tae. topak ang photobucket. masaya sana magkwento kung may kasmang pictures. pero sige magkwkwento na rin ako. amf!

eto muna ang pinakabrief statement tungkol sa break up diaries no. here's the ultimate fact, and trust me, i knew. JAMES AQUINO DID CHEAT ON ME. ayan. i have concrete proof, and funny thing, as expected, todo deny ang mokong. what's worse is that this friend nya that i trusted, alam yung panloloko ni james, at alam din ng mga tropa nila sa ro at pro chaos guild ang kahayupan ni james. ang pagsasama namin for almost 3 years aiun, he went off with some ro player dahil di lang nya ma-bear ang attitude ko. dude, if my attitude is that bad, then why do i have REAL friends and zero enemies? I may have cried over you but now I laugh because of what your "friends" have been telling about you.

whew. done. JAMES CASTILLO AQUINO, aka sniperangel, kahit araw araw kang magchurch or something, the fact remains, MANLOLOKO KA.

anyway, o eto muna basic updates. san ba ako magsisimula.. hrrm

sa retreat. actually, ang aftermath ng retreat. yes the block, DID reunite. pero more issues have unveiled. stuff like SUKOB is indeed a creature to fear. yung tropa ko na si shobe, aiun T___T ewan. naisip ko lang talaga, if si jappy na closest nya sa tropa namin nagagawa nyang i-backstab, ANO PA KAYA KAMI NI YUI, and the rest of the block. WHICH IS PROVEN TRUE and realized by the block. sad, but true. -___- so now the block is like us and shobe and sukob. good thing: we're in constant communication, specially team HACIENDERO-ISLASH-VODKA.

team haciendero islash vodka. eto ang grupo sa block namin na recently formed, at eto ay union ng mga nilalang mula sa magkakaiba at totally diverse tropas. nabuo ito nung nagkaron kami ng outing, at wag ka, BY INVITATION ang outing na itetch. dapat itext ka ng isa sa triad para makasama. sino ang TRIAD?
>me, mikki of winning team, aka agent butete.
>dhey, from eb babes, aka agent pekpek (oo bastos pero sya nagpauso nyan, at i never thought na mas malutong pa sa akin magmura tong lukaret na to dahil napakaangelic ng voice nya)
>bhey, from team shady, aka agent pute

so there. tamang invite no. sino ang members? here:
>from winning team: ako, thesismate toybits, jappy at yui. and to be frank, and probably jappy doesn't know this but i am so happy talaga na nakasama ako sa outing na to dahil sa kanya. kasi alam ko maraming tampo sa kin tong babaeng to, but i hope i granted her wish. =') and i quote jappy's trademark: LOVE YAH FRIEND! hehe si toybits din, akalain mo, yung tipong loner type, SUMAMA! haha nung una ayaw pa eh, di ko naman pinilit pero sabi ko, WANT BABES? aiun sumama. haha.
>from EB babes: dhey, mami che, SHEENA, cathy, yas. sayang si crizel hindi sumama, and i'm not in the position to answer why, but hindi nga sya nakasama. bakit nakacapslock si sheena? kasi we never thought na magdadala sya ng hipon at sasama talaga sya. sheena has been in a tough situation for the past sems, and i salute her courage for making it. at... wag ka. NAPAINOM NAMIN SYA NG VODKA. haha.
>from team shady: bhey, yang. wooh kulit talaga ni yang. tol, salamat sa toma, yosi.
>at si jc. actually tropa sya ng eb babes, at ni bhey (ui may nakaraan!?)

haha nahihiya nga ako sa mga to dahil di ako nakapagambag sa pagkain, dahil utensils dinala ko. plates, cups, spoon and fork. hehe at sabi nga ni dhey: JOKES! ewan ko ha pero tama nga yung sabi ng counselor sa kin nung third year kami. i provide LIFE to this block. hehe. naku naalala ko na naman yung art therapy na yun. controversial yung sagot ko kasi nagdrawing ako ng BLOOD to symbolize death, or life that was dun sa totality nung image, pero nung ininterpret na nung counselor, i provide life nga daw sa block na yun. kasi ako lang nakaisip ng ganung illustration. samantalang yung iba puro patweetums na stuff ang pinaglalagay. ahay. proven true. proven true.

to sum it up, enjoy talaga outing namin sa villa luz. sana magkatrabaho na kami lahat at makasweldo dahil next stop namin... HOT SPRING SA LAGUNA! o eto ang rule ha: by invitation pa rin, perio previous members need not to apply! haha. crizel get well soon. jappy, good luck sa ojt.

btw: I NEED A FREAKING JOB. pero nagmamataas pa rin ako at tumanggi sa call center offers. actually, tempted akong patulan yun, aba, talk about pay at nocturnal lifestyle ko. AND MY MOUTH. hehe. pero bakit di ako nagaapply sa jobs na may kinalaman sa major ko? kasi hindi talaga ako ganon kaconfident sa pagiging HR. at gusto ko talaga maging events coordinator and stuff like that. may kinalaman sa PR.

hrm. lovelife naman. actually, 3 guys confessed they like me. yung isa, err. reader sya ng blog na to, i dunno if he still reads this, pero haha eto clue: tingin sa kaliwa. haha. i won't mention names na lang. pero i think i indirectly dumped him, and i feel that we both know this. eto i'll explain my side, tousen. tousen, thank you for what you've said to me. but you know, i'll always be your ate mikki. and i bet nung andun tayo kina DK, you heard what we've talked about. sorry, akala ko tulog ka that time. yes, i like someone else. and alam ko kilala mo yun, pero please sana walang away, remember, friends tayo (keh real o as colleagues sa org). err, i also don't feel like entering to a new relationship with someone new, unless with someone i have known for a long time. we're close. pero sabi ko nga sa yo, i'll always be your ate mikki. note: ATE. =)) sensya na i haven't been replying to yer texts, mejo busy. but thanks dahil nireconsider mong maging officer ng minahal nating org. at sana kahit wala na ako sa school, continue to do your job well, LIKE YOU DID nung term ko at ni kuya DK.
the second one, e yung thesis respondent. oddly enough, he has ALL the qualities i look for in a boyfriend. approve sya keh nagi at sa isa ko pang bestfriend na si yui. o di ba. pero binasted ko rin. T___T kasi nga for the sole reason that i don't want to go to the process of meeting someone new. If I choose to have a boyfriend, yung mejo matagal ko nang kilala in real life, hindi gaya ng ginawa ni james aquino.

well anyway. eto yung third. i won't say the name pero clue na lang siguro. HRM, nag-aalanga akong sabihin haha parang ang kafal na ng mukha ko at this point. argh nahihirapan ako magisip ng codename for him... eto na nga. EIC. X___X sorry EIC, pag masaya ako either hindi ko ineepxress totally or nagiging retard ako. sa three guys, sya talaga like ko. since then pa naman. at mr EIC, like i said, kung nanligaw ka sa akin noon, i'd say yes in an instant. haha. pag nagcomment ka nga pala sa blog entry ko mr. EIC na gamitin mong username <3 well anyway, status namin ni mr. eic? aiun. thanks for whacking some sense to me when lunod na ako sa beer at having suicidal ideations. at unlike other friends, hindi man tayo nagkatuluyan at the moment, eh hindi pa rin tayo nagkailangan. err. did i get this one right? haha. btw, mejo bumuti na pakiramdam ko recently, though i have already written my suicide note for you and the rest of my friends. -___- please hit me with yer paper. OI. YUNG PINAKAUNANG ISSUE NG HF DURING NG TERM MO AS EIC GIVE ME A COPY OKAY? i want to see yer name:

*insert EIC's real name here*
Editor in Chief

wooh... panalo di ba. o sya. offline for the meantime.

Nalilito ako 10/04/07 4:05 AM
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madramang threading!

yes, for a girl na walang interes sa kakikayan at ang alam lang hawakan kundi lipgloss, thanks to my besfwend nagi, na-experience ko na magpathread ng kilay few days ago.

CRAP! napapaluha talaga ako at napapakislot sa sakit ng lintek na prosesong yon. sabi ko nga keh nagi, mas gugustuhin ko pang sumakay sa roller coaster ng sampung ulit kesa magundergo sa threading na ito.

in fairness, it was worth it. i feel really pretty after the threading, grabe, may igaganda pa pala ang kilay ko! wish i could show you the pictures tho. =3

well, gotta update this one later. pero baka matagalan kasi maghahanap na ako ng trabaho and all that drama.

at sa mga magtatatanong tungkol sa lovelife ko and what is life after the break up, eto ang great wall china para senyo.
=D there is no life after the break up.

*music plays: just take my heart when you go... i dont have a need for it anymore...

Nalilito ako 19/03/07 11:28 AM
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